melinda

new cell phone

Mon, 25 Apr 2005 01:34:51 GMT

i got a side kick. my new number is 619-737-6231. learn it and use it.

my birthday party!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 23:15:02 GMT

i'm having a birthday party on saturday the 23. i'm turing 19. it starts around 4ish. i'm going to have an astro jump. yes and astro jump. my dad wont stop making fun of me for wanting one. what can i say they're fun. well i would really like it if you could all come and hang out with me. it will be at my house. 207 shasta st. chula vista. my home number is 585-7384. my cell is 871-2199. my cell might not work but try it. most of you know where i live. if you want to drink bring your own booze. just don't get stupid and act dumb. if you want to bring a friend ask me first. if i know them and you know that i like them bring them but ask if i don't. please come it will be fun. lots of GOOD vegan food. does any one know where i can get a vegan cake? or who wants to make me one? hope to see you all here.
love,
mel

Tue, 12 Apr 2005 04:31:41 GMT

i got a baby turtle today. its a bit bigger than a quarter. i don't know what to name it. any ideas?

Wed, 06 Apr 2005 18:04:55 GMT

my new job is going really good. i like it alot. i get to see jimmy eat world really soon. i'm excited about that. and gratitude is play a lot of shows soon too. me and kaitlin are thinking of getting an apartment together mid summer. ok well i got to get ready for work. its going to be a long day....
starbuck fashion valley. i'll serve you coffee!

Geoffrey Alan Travis December 29, 1961 - October 28, 2004

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 00:09:02 GMT

we scatered my uncle's ashes yesterday off a boat in the middle of the ocean. i've never seen my grandma cry before. i didn't think yesterday would be akward but it was. every one cried but my brother. i guess he is just stronger than all of us. it was a beautiful day, it was nice and sunny. there were butterflies everywhere, it was like he was there with us. we choose to scatter his ashes at the ocean because he loved it there. he was always fishing at the beach off the pier. he will be missed dearly. R.I.P

Hear You Me

There's no one in town I know
You gave us some place to go.
I never said thank you for that.
I thought I might get one more chance.
What would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
So what would you think of me now,
so lucky, so strong, so proud?
I never said thank you for that,
now I'll never have a chance.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
And if you were with me tonight,
I'd sing to you just one more time.
A song for a heart so big,
god wouldn't let it live.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.
Hear you me my friends.
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.
May angels lead you in.

Mon, 21 Mar 2005 02:45:53 GMT

today i had my second interview at starbucks. and i got the job. i'm really happy that i got it. i'm putting in my two weeks at hot topic tomorrow.

Fri, 11 Mar 2005 00:51:48 GMT

well tonight i have an interview with the people at starbucks. i'm a little nervous. i think it should go ok. pretty girls make graves is on saturday. i'm really excited about that. then on tuesday its danzig! that will be alot of fun. last night jj got to meet Jared Leto and see his band play with puddle of mud for some thing at 4ht and b for his work. he say jared leto's band was ok. he got me a cd of them and got it signed. i haven't listened to it yet.
the new gratitude cd came out tuesday. its amazing. i love it.
spring brake is almost here.

yay for Lorna Hay!

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 07:22:49 GMT

it's been a while since i've written in here. not in school anymore. just working. looking for a new job at the moment also. me and my long lost friend lorna have found eachother again! and you people say myspace is bad! i'm looking forword to being better friends with her and see her more often. sf isn't that far away!

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 06:47:26 GMT

yesterday me and JJ went to disneyland. it was alot of fun. they had the nightmare before christmas theme for the haunted mansion. it was so awesome. i had never seen it like that before. it rained though but i liked it cause i love the rain. i got a really cool buzz light year watch. we had lunch at the rain forest cafe. when we were leaving disneyland they were setting up for a parade and we were gonnna stay for it but we were really hungry so we left. then we went to this resturant in hundington beach called mother's for dinner. today i found out that the parade that they were setting up for had derailed and had ran over 4 people. i felt so bad for those people. 3 people were ok but one lady had to go to the hospital. i'm just thankful that me and jj weren't one of the 4 people. the 4 people and their familys are in my prayers.

yay

Mon, 06 Dec 2004 21:05:28 GMT

jj got our bright eyes tickets today at 10. we got 4th row center. dang. so close to connor. me jj jay scott and mike are going. you should all go too.
feb 11 Spreckles Theatre
be there or be square.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 03:13:37 GMT

i hate waiting. waiting for something that will determine the rest of my life is nerve racking. i'm terrified. i think i'll be happy and sad no matter what the out come is. i want this but then i don't.

on another note. my mom, nanny, papa, little bro and sis, and uncle are coming to visit on wed. i miss them.

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 09:28:07 GMT

fuck you. i fucking hate you. you just need to let me go and move on. why would i want to be with someone that makes me fucking miserable? just because you still love me doesn't mean that i'll get back with you. i've moved on and found someone so fucking amazing. yeah he isn't you but he if so much fucking better than you will ever be!

Mon, 08 Nov 2004 21:03:10 GMT

my brothers friend gave him a pit bull puppy. well not really a puppy, she is like 2-3 months old i think so she is getting big. she is the sweetest pit bull ever. i'm terrified of pit bulls but when i came home the other day and went in to the backyard she came running at me and i freaked and my brother told me to just stay there and she came up to me and licked me. her name is Dosha. she is the best.

along with that everything in my life is going to amazing.

Tue, 02 Nov 2004 03:36:40 GMT

my uncle passed away saturday. he is in a better place.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 16:51:25 GMT

GO BOSTON! GO FUCKING RED SOX! FUCK YEA!!!

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 22:08:16 GMT

it's raining. i love it. its so romantic. kisses in the rain are the best.

Tue, 26 Oct 2004 20:59:25 GMT

yeah the flu sucks. i had it really bad saturday but i'm feeling better. yesterday i felt like shit at work and i was having a really bad night and i called jj on my brake to tell him that i was having a shitty night and that i missed him. he called me a few times while i was working but i couldn't answer my phone so when i got out of work i called him to tell him i was on my way to his place and he said that he got me ice cream (well soy ice cream for us vegans). he always makes me so happy. he always knows what to do when i'm down. (; he is amazing.
we watched sherek 2 last night. i thought pussin boots was sooo cute! i liked it. jj's friend katy from new york is visiting for a few days. i don't know if i like her very much. she came in yesterday and she is leaving tomorrow. she is kinda stuck up. tomorrow me and jj are dropping her off in orange county at her friends place. and then he wants to take me to this resurant called mothers (its a vegitarian/vegan place) in hudington beach. he is the best.
tomorrow alysha is gonna cut my hair. i really need a hair cut. i miss her. i can't wait to see her. i really miss my friends. everyone has school and a job. i miss you guys!

Sat, 23 Oct 2004 21:06:12 GMT

i woke up with the flu. i feel like shit and my manager wont let me have the night off. i hate her. i'm gonna go and be mean to every one. i don't care if i get fired. my health is more important than my job. i mean i've been throwing up all day.

new jimmy eat world = so good

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 19:53:49 GMT

went to the jimmy eat world signing yesterday with jj and my brother. i got my poster signed and two cd jacket sleeves signed. i felt like a little girl when i saw them. i've been listening to those guys for 5 years. wow. they are really nice. school has been going pretty good. i don't go as much as i should though. its hard to wake up next to jj and not stay in bed with him. but i have a really awesome teacher that doesn't care and lets me make everything up. my grades are good so yeah if they slip then its back to going every day. so yeah everything is going so much better now..........

yay!

Tue, 19 Oct 2004 21:59:01 GMT

jj: i want you to be my girl......
me: i want to be your girl....
jj: good...
me: good....

things are just getting great....

Mon, 18 Oct 2004 02:52:25 GMT

i love the rain... i love my friends... i <3 jj.....

jj is the best in the world!

Sat, 16 Oct 2004 05:58:49 GMT

i totally forgot what it felt like to have a crush on someone and them like you back. it is the best feeling ever.... i haven't been this happy in a long time....
so yeah today i got pulled over on the freeway for speeding. the cop just gave me a lecture. i was in shock that i got pulled over.
yeah so i'll be a vegitarian for a year tomorrow. and now i am going vegan. i'm really proud of myself. i also figured that i have vegan friends that can cheer me on and help me out.
me jj jay and joe (thats a lot of j's) went to pokez. it was good. he makes me so happy. its weird because my dad doesn't care that i stay the night at his place. i guess my dad just realizes that i'm 18 now and i'm responsible. jj told me that he really wants to meet my friends and hang out with them. it made me happy. most of the guys that i "dated" never bothered to meet my friends. jj's a keeper.

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 00:57:15 GMT

everything in my life has been going so amazing. i'm am so happy!

Wed, 13 Oct 2004 19:55:24 GMT

well today has been good so far. at the animal shelter i was in surgery. we had to prep the cats to be nuetered or spayed. it was cool to watch the doc do the operations. i didn't know it took so fast to do. then i came home and washed my car and took a shower. i'm gonna go to jj's soon. <3!!! then bright eyes tonight! yay!

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 20:16:04 GMT

jj took me to this vegan resturant called Sipz. it was really good. then we went to his apartment and hung out with his roomates and friends for a bit and then he took me to these swings that look out over downtown. it was beautiful. he moved here about a year ago with his friends from new york. he said that it was the best night that he has had since he's been here. i thought that was so sweet. we talked till like 2am last night. he wants to hang out tomorrow when i get out of school and then we are going to bright eyes and hang out after too. i'm so happy right now. i constitly have a smile on my face..................